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Preface

I'll preface the below with an apology. I decided to take a stab at humor. It's irreverent. I have a dark sense of humor, so in advance, if you find my words offensive, I'm sorry. Now please leave me alone. Have at least an average day ~ much love!

Chapter 1: Scotty Fillets ~ Roasted Scotty with special (very special) guests, Boothead & Boxhead

Eleem: Abigail, babe, every time Scotty approaches me, my soul shoplifts a backpack and sprints for an exit. He’s got that aura of like he reads social queue’s with the skill of dying houseplants. Like he’s the supreme allied commander of an imaginary army of disoriented gnats on speed and he smells like mildewed wallpaper and disappointment. I bet he ate paint chips off the walls of his mobile home as a child. And I bet his mobile home was up on blocks because his mommy hocked their trailer tires at a pawn shop for beer money. It’s like he’s planted his flag and declared our church to be a goosepeople universe. Scotty’s such a douche-hole, He’s like, “You gonna take some CLEPs?” and I’m like, “Did you take a break from being obsessed with my future?” Touch grass, sir, sorry, I meant Toilet Face.

Abigail: The freak-tard keeps saying I’m “wasting my potential.” I’m like, “Look bum-waffle, my potential packed its bags and left years ago. It’s living in a cabin in Montana under a fake identity, and it has more friends than you. My potential sends me postcards sometimes. “Wish you were here, but also… not really.” Meanwhile Scotty so Snotty’s out here acting like he’s the FBI’s Most Wanted for Academic Intervention. Bro-girl thinks he’s the Dean of Teenage Souls and eats swamp biscuits or something.

Eleem: I’m like, Mayor-McFuture-Fart, keeps checking in like we’re gonna suddenly become motivated. And I’m all like, Scotty, you silly little Butt Dumpling, if motivation was a person, I’d file a restraining order. Mr. Fruity-licious sounds like he’s narrating a self-help audiobook nobody asked for. “Ladies, today is a great day to chase your dreams.” Sir Trash Panda, the only thing I’m chasing is the DoorDash driver because the freak forgot ketchup for my fries. Again.

Abigail: No because SAME. Mr. Butt-Muppet’s all like, “You could finish a bachelor’s by 19 and not pay real money,” and I’m like, “Look, Sock vomit, I could finish 12 family sized bags of Hot Cheetos in one sitting, but here we are, Mr. twiddly-twat.” You’re so right, Mr. Sewer Pixie tells it like he’s narrating a B-movie documentary about wasted potential. “Here we see the modern teenager in her natural habitat: avoiding success like she owes it money.” I’m all like, “Look, Phlegm weasel, the only thing I’m finishing early is my lifespan because of stress from having to listen to your mental landfill of so-so ideas.”

Eleem: Literally. Scotty, you giant flying hairdresser, we didn’t take CLEPs. We didn’t even take a shower. We roll on iced coffee, spite, and delusion, and well maybe the faint hope that the universe will take pity on us. Spoiler: it won’t, you bone-smuggling garden gnome. He’s like a persistently irritating walking pop-up ad that’s somehow immune to being closed with that motivational podcast voice, like he’s the CEO of Personal Growth for people with no arms or legs in an all black universe. I think his love language is bullying.

Abigail: For real, I’m all like, “Scotty, sewer rat much?” You slithering dork-wagon, because that’s so attractive. He sent me a whole degree plan spreadsheet. The second I opened it I felt my soul leave my body like it was fleeing the scene of a car crash because I don’t have insurance - I don’t have a license either - and Oh crap, I forgot to learn how to drive, and then my soul started dying of boredom like it’s been banished to the shadow realm. Makes you sort of wonder if Scott-hole has the same effect on other life forms. Turd Burglar. The spreadsheet had tabs. TABS, Eleem. Color-coded like he’s planning a military mental meltdown operation. I clicked one and immediately felt myself prematurely aging, like I’m a 30-something now. Whenever I see him I swear I can hear the Windows XP shutdown sound somewhere off in the distance. Mr. Swamp Ferret’s the human version of a pop quiz - unwanted, stressful, and there’s never a good time for him. I dream of the snot gobbler getting vaporized like that cat one day.

Eleem: I swear Scotty was the beta version of humanity. Like God was testing out the first draft and forgot to update him. And honestly, Abigail, sometimes I look at Scotty and I’m like… “How did this man survive the dinosaur age?” Like, did he just politely ask the T Rex to stop. Like “Hey T-Bone, respectfully request you refrain from eating me - I taste skunk butt Bro, so like, as if.” It’s like he still runs on Windows 95 brainware with a cracked motherboard and a soul held together by duct tape and expired coupons. His hair isn’t even cut, it’s carved, babe. Like he trims it with a broken spork he found in a dumpster behind a dying shopping mall. Every individual hair is standing there like, “I’ll die on this hill,” and they’re all making their last stand like the Battle of Hair mageddon.

Abigail: STOP. Because he really does look like he’s fading in and out of existence, like the dizzy light of the morning when you’re hungover on life. Like he’s only 73% rendered at any given moment and his mind is stuck buffering at twenty percent. He’s a walking glitch in the Matrix. I wonder when he’ll start keeping his teeth in a cup at night? He’s the only guy I know who could get injured by thinking too hard - like if he tries to remember his password we’ll have to call 911 or a funeral home. His aura is so dusty I swear I get allergies when he walks by. He’s like a human air filter that hasn’t been changed since the revolutionary war.

Eleem: No literally - I swear he totally did too much of everything in the 70s. Like his brain is now the size of a postage stamp, and the stamp is soiled in fake cat blood and expired sometime before the year 2000. It’s like Sasquatch ate his thoughts. And dude’s so old he farts dust - actually, his bum spouts dust clouds from the remains of our ancestors - an anatomical crop duster from hell.

Abigail: I saw his phone once. 1,462 unread messages. All from his wife. All saying: “Yobo, where the F@#% are you.” Like she’s tracking a missing earring. He’s like a fossil that learned to walk upright. I bet archaeologists keep trying to carbon date him. He probably has a QR code on his back that links to a museum exhibit.

Eleem: His driver’s license says: “Hair Color: Bald Eye Color: Fading Brainwaves: Incompatible with human experience.” Occupation: Professional Disappointment Emergency Contact: Regret.

Abigail: He’s like if a midlife crisis put on cargo shorts and tried to give a TED Talk. “Ladies, education matters.” Okay, Grandpa Ronco 5000 Knees, then why does your aura smell like stale soup. Your vibe won’t be back in earth’s gravitational pull for another 17 trillion years, but you hang in there mister.

Eleem: He walks like every joint in his body is negotiating a peace treaty. He breathes like a haunted accordion. He laughs like a dying lawnmower. He’s fun like tax forms. He has God’s anointing though, he’s been chosen for early bird specials and orthopedic shoes.

Abigail: And yet he STILL has the audacity to ask, “Did you take your CLEPs today?” Sir, have you taken a vitamin since the Civil War? I heard he was there the day God made dirt - and that was before Adam. Later when he’s in the hospital eating out of a tube we can send vibes of regret through it and maybe put bugs in it. Centipedes? You know those guys that have haircuts that don’t go from front to back and that look like they were born sideways? I think Scotty’s inner voice has that haircut.

Chapter 2: Almost a bio ~ Not a poem

almost a bio by scotty:

To put this in context - I was a 3‑sport, 7‑varsity‑letter jock with the academic discipline of a mildly distracted, hyper‑sensitive, jittery herd of feral golden retriever puppies tweaked out on a Popsicle‑and‑Pixy‑Stix bender. Void of actual, developed coping skills and aggressively book and homework‑averse, I coasted through four years of public high school without ever taking a book home. I “outsourced” homework (don’t ask), enjoyed a decidedly festive atmosphere, and treated after‑school hours as a series of real‑world clandestine operations - think “3:30-6:00 football practice → 7:00-11:37 kissing practice” — with my girlfriend and… never mind, all while maintaining a gently thuggish, aspiring part‑time heartbreaker demeanor. If I can pull off 30 hours of free college credit and bypass my entire freshman year of college just by applying what I already knew, imagine what a semi‑intelligent young person could do?

not a poem by scotty:

Born girl crazy, I fell hard and fast for pretty much every type of girl on earth. Tall ones, short ones, ones who could bench press me, and the kind that might slip under the table without their booster seat. I was an equal opportunity disaster — catching feelings for smiles, laughs, attitudes, and those feigned confidence, stolen hair moves that should’ve had a warning label. I remember one girl — she was so pretty God used the light of the sun’s reflection off the moon to make the stars shine off her smile. Forgot her name. It’s okay… she gives good memory.

Chapter 3: Korean Christian Woman ~ A Day In The Life

Morning: Barely Sanctified Mode

  • wakes up — before coffee = barely sanctified, operating at roughly 27% holiness
  • tries to pray — but mostly prays for more sleep and the energy to stay awake during devotional time
  • curses the food fairy for not magically having breakfast ready when she woke up
  • facilitates breakfast negotiations, employing early‑morning diplomacy while gently encouraging family members to remember “helping” is not optional
  • wakes teenager, rewakes teenager, threatens Wi‑Fi shutdown, executes Wi‑Fi shutdown
  • discovers lost socks, feeds the flock, implements anger‑management techniques
  • remembers she’s Christian — repents for dawging the food fairy … but only a little
  • stares at her Bible, her coffee, and her to‑do list, contemplates which one will save her first
  • prioritizes laundry, dishes, bills and reflects on why it appears she’s the only one who knows where the trash can is
  • tenderly reminds her husband (not nagging, she promises) it’s “garbage day”
  • renders life‑saving coffee‑distribution support to her husband and pretends she didn’t notice her teenager stealing a sip like a tweaked‑out, tiny, caffeine‑rabid ferret

Traffic: Sanctification in Honolulu

  • practices forgiveness in Honolulu traffic where hope goes to die
  • resists the urge to render Old Testament justice on Tesla and Tacoma drivers who’ve never acknowledged the existence of blind‑spots
  • presents herself as a sinless, radiant, Proverbs‑31‑level saint to private‑school staff members
  • greets them with her best church voice and pretends she didn’t just repent four times on her way through the parking lot
  • victoriously speeds away from the school drop‑off lane, basking in the glory of having triumphantly risen above pre‑school spiritual warfare before 8 AM
  • prays for safety driving to work and invokes the sacred private‑school‑tuition‑increase prayer: PLEASE God, no more!!!

Boss ~ Leader ~ Follower ~ Mentor ~ Counselor (5 hats)

  • delegates tasks with confidence, authority, and a glimmer of hope that maybe one person will actually follow instructions
  • coaches adults who behave like toddlers with email access and no home training
  • manages enough workplace drama to make a middle‑school guidance counselor cry
  • feigns a firm grasp of what’s happening during meetings while quietly acknowledging she definitely should’ve prepared
  • ponders the definition of leadership; wonders if it’s just cleaning up messes she didn’t make
  • teeters on the edge of delirium as she endures her boss mansplaining the mundane in a tone widely considered condescending to a really dumb 4th grade boy who just licked a battery
  • experiences her soul quietly exiting her body as her boss waxes philosophical on items so basic a houseplant could understand
  • begs God for the spiritual discipline to not say what she’s thinking: to her boss, coworkers, husband, “friends,” or any other freak she might meet
  • smiles and bows politely as HR passes by but feels like a hostage trying to blink a duress signal in Morse code
  • retreats to the sanctuary of her desk, praying all conscious thought will dissolve into the emails she’s forgotten to send
  • joyfully praises our Creator God for another cup of coffee, secretly praying she won’t be escorted out of the building by security before it kicks in

Chef ~ Nutritionist ~ Nurse ~ Financial Manager ~ Friend ~ Self‑Care Associate ~ Human (7 hats)

  • plates meals like a Michelin‑star chef only to watch everyone opt out for cereal and Pop‑Tarts instead
  • angelically orbits girl‑world sporting the full armor of God, fending off fiery darts of gossip launched by a mean‑girl “friend” who smiles like a fellowship‑bestie but attacks like a slithering spiritual‑warfare reptile‑headed pit viper
  • diagnoses fevers, mystery rashes, and dramatic injuries that miraculously appear only at the mention of school
  • listens compassionately to her bestie’s rambling wonderments while heroically resisting the urge to say, girl… ummm, that’s your fault
  • grasps at self‑care by chugging three gulps of water, stretching once, and sitting down for 1.35 minutes before someone yells Oh‑ma (엄마)!
  • fondly recalls her days of simply being a human and not a 24‑hour crisis‑response center
  • then thanks God for grace, mercy, family, and caffeine

Disciple of Christ ~ Church Volunteer (2 hats)

  • strives to walk in the Spirit while her flesh is melting as she trots across the church parking lot, pegging her Korean trot‑ometer
  • attacks Scripture, prays, and repents for everything that happened during the “Employee/Driver/Mom” portions of her day
  • serves with joy while silently praying none of the youth are seriously injured and don’t break anything expensive
  • volunteers faithfully at church, showing up early, staying late, forgiving people who absolutely do not deserve it
  • remembers that sanctification is a group project and thanks God for using imperfect people, exactly like the idiot next to her, to do His perfect work
  • opens her Bible to Leviticus with holy intentions but suddenly realizes she can only interpret it as a divine reminder list of things she forgot to do today

End of My Rope ~ Didn’t Sign Up for This ~ Professional Overthinker ~ Chaos Coordinator (4 hats)

  • maintains a peaceful, serene, composed exterior while silently ignoring the peeling duct tape on her sanity
  • smiles confidently and nods affirmatively even though her brain is still buffering like a 2007 YouTube video
  • wearily accepts her fate with the resigned dignity of someone who knows God’s got jokes
  • conducts CIA‑level girl‑world analysis of body language, other women’s hair‑move telemetry, texts, emojis, punctuation, and the time it takes for text‑message replies
  • searches for hidden contextual meanings like she’s decoding enemy intelligence but doesn’t consider this overthinking
  • puts out fires she didn’t start, using tools she didn’t receive, for people who didn’t listen
  • organizes the unorganizable, plans the unplannable, yet accepts blame if things aren’t perfect
  • occasionally yells at someone else, which comes out like she’s narrating her own downfall while she’s too tired to breathe between thoughts
  • does not recall signing on to be her teenager’s emotional support animal, let alone the four horsemen of her internal apocalypse
  • lies awake at night solving problems that don’t exist yet — in thoughts that aren’t formed by words but tumbles of clauses
  • spirals between determination and stubbornness unlike a Rottweiler because eventually, a Rottweiler will let go
Appendix: Résumés

The following resumes are provided for your convenience:

Trailer Biscuit (Biscuit 님) - aka. Boothead, Ick-leem McNastibottom. (Centipede Whisperer and break dance instructor)

Born inside a malfunctioning vending machine at a karaoke bar beneath a Seoul subway station, Biscuit was raised by her mommy a retired hanbok designer and daddy a self-ordained Professor of Entomological Psychology at the east side Dew-Drop Inn University & Drive-Thru Pony Keg who specialized in 무기 psychology. Her first word was “swiggly,” and her second was “back the truck up.” By age 5, she had already trademarked her own name and sued a textbook for being boring. Her first science fair project was a glitter volcano that purposely exploded into the principal’s koi pond. Biscuit frequently quotes David Lee Roth when late for church, stating "I don't feel tardy." Maintains a spotless record with the ASPCA for never having committed non-consensual euthanasia of infant felines (never shot a kitten).

Other achievements include:

  • Passport forged in scented bold raised letter glitter and had to be replaced because she covered each page with stickers
  • Pays extra at airports for excessive emotional baggage
  • Always asks strangers for candy
  • Saw Jesus in a vision and He said “I know you're wearing brand new Crocs, but step out of the boat anyway"
  • Converted expired creatine powder into drywall filler; the family living room now absorbs sound and judgment
  • Has tattoos of all 12 disciples and each of the 7 dwarfs
  • Lauded by the business and marketing director for her business plan to operate bouncy houses shaped in the Ark of the Covenant
  • Mispronounces her name during school attendance roll call
  • LinkedIn profile has just three hearts on it and links to a playlist of breakup songs
  • Own's nation's lone tambourine playing possum; current ska praise band world tour “Skathedral” a record sellout
  • Awarded Runner-Up in Wife Beater Magazine’s America's Mobile Home Court Best Mag-Wheels Contest, style matters

Academic Highlights

  • Majored in Emotional Detours with a minor in Uncommitted Relationships
  • Attempted to CLEP out of physics by submitting a drawing of a sad triangle
  • CLEP'd out of chemistry by submitting a TikTok video of her crying in a lab coat holding a dead kitten (not the one I shot)
  • Peaked during syllabus week

Yearbook Quote: "I do not fail; I redefine success in lowercase & GPAs are a concept, not a number, okay Dill Tard"

Adgabrialle Mc-Mega-Melon aka. Tater Nim 님 - Boxhead (The flying roach (무기) Whisperer)

Add-Gah-Braille was raised by her mother, a retired K-pop choreographer, who unfortunately, has two hairs that aren't perfect, and her father, a rogue Korean linguist that sports bulletproof hair gel and a PhD in forgotten emojis. By age 7 (before losing her baby teeth), she reverse-engineered the Periodic Table of Elements, and taught a really dumb, blind parrot to recite Hamlet in Binary. Her friend Biscuit's cat devoured the parrot. I shot the cat. The parrot’s final words were “2B or not 2B... 01110100” - because she taught it to speak both Binary and robot-friendly Hexadecimal. She's thought to have never put a kitten on blast.

Other achievements include:

  • Has three passports, none match her accent
  • Summons lightning via karaoke
  • Banned from five international airports for “excessive flair”
  • Cast out demon's by accidentally playing a K-pop song backwards; rubbed red pepper paste in its eyes just for meanness
  • Won a spelling bee using an alphabet she invented (42 letters, zero regrets)
  • Led revival praise service in the church parking lot using a kazoo and a fog machine
  • Passed physics by submitting a vibe
  • Baptized her phone in a water bottle during a sermon on distractions
  • When Satan asked if she'd sell her soul she said, "How much Spam you got Bro?"
  • LinkedIn profile says “Don’t worry about it and please stop sweating me”

Academic Highlights

  • B.S. Degree in Quantum Sarcasm
  • Once CLEP’d out of 42 credits by submitting a haiku, a stolen hair move and a well-timed raised eyebrow
  • Revitalized her mom's unwanted hair care products as a Wi-Fi signal booster, all network devices in her entire zip code now live stream 8K UHD (7680×4320) video simultaneously
  • Trend setter! Fasted from homework during Lent
  • Trained orphaned carp to achieve low-altitude gliding; her motto "I believe you can fly"; pending FAA approval
  • Wrote 57 page essay on “Why the Holy Spirit is probably left-handed”
  • Finished with top grades in physics class; explained friction as God’s way of saying 'Chill'
  • Repurposed stolen Catholic communion wafers in a robotics competition as thermal shielding; won Best Innovation; accidentally sanctified the judges

Yearbook Quote: “I came. I saw. Left early and taught a really dumb blind parrot Hamlet. What can you do Sissy Fart?”

Cleetus Q. Neckbone III Jr. aka. President of the Jungle Stud Club (Former) - Dillweed (Spreadsheet Whisperer)

Cleetus entered the world sideways and silent. Legend holds he was stillborn but revived by Tad - a giant flying yuppie hairdresser with a Latino name, frosted highlights, healing hands, and questionable licensing. Tad performed mouth-to-mouth resuscitation while quoting Leviticus and trimming Cleetus’s unruly hair into a respectable mullet. Raised by baby snakes in a socioeconomically challenged pocket of Cincinnati, where degenerate and recalcitrant youth expressed their endless potential through questionable graffiti and informal live-fire exercises, Cleetus grew into a record-setting three-sport athlete. His career ended abruptly when he tragically lost his knee in a shipwreck (or possibly during a chess team or leg wrestling tournament — the records remain unclear). He later met his wife at the Osan Air Base Exchange in South Korea, where she worked as a cashier and he was attempting to return a shoplifted rice cooker and a wounded ego. Their union was blessed by a malfunctioning receipt printer and three suspect witnesses. The happy ending here is that now she is his rice cooker.

Other achievements include:

  • Would value friendships if he had one
  • Donated all his hair to a “Save the Clubbed Seals” charity that turned out to be a ska band
  • Kissed girls from 5 different continents spanning 13 countries, not all on the same night (all consensual, promise)
  • Dated the Columbian Ambassador to America's daughter, until he found out of course
  • Understands the impact of having a criminal record expunged; don't ask
  • Once arrested for “excessive charisma”
  • Can recite the Miranda rights in seven languages
  • Attempted tithing in Bitcoin and caused a minor theological crisis

Academic Highlights

  • Prone to pout in the corner during 4th grade art class, sketching pictures of flying roaches shooting cats, he was frequently scolded by the teacher for eating paste directly from the tube
  • Flunked out of semester 1 of college at age 18 with an abysmal 0.9 GPA, ha-ha
  • Earned 2 college degrees while paying zero dollars for tuition via Air Force Education programs: 4.0 GPAs, na-na, Air Power!
  • Has seven online research folders named FINAL_FINAL_FINAL - all different
  • Authored New York Times Best Seller “Now She’s My Rice Cooker: Finding God in the Customer Service Queue - A Shoplifter's Guide to Marrying a Korean”

Yearbook Quote: "I stand before you now because I can, but that usually doesn't last long".